Monday, December 13, 2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Sauna on a Friday Night

Up until now I've always venture to gay saunas at off-peak times. Call me shy or hesitant, but I like the idea of exploring these sex stained establishments when nobody's around and get the feel for the places. I find it a lot easier to explore and establish your bearings when you're not being followed around by a plethora of men trying to lure you into a dark corner.

This past Friday was my first time venturing out on a Friday night, visiting this male bathhouse during the very peak time of bar closing time.

It was a very different experience from anything I've experienced in the past. The fact that I decided to go to more of manly oriented sauna made the entire night out quite different than anything I'd experienced in the past.

There were men, oh yes there were men. Not as many as I expected, but far more than I'd ever experienced before. Some were wearing leather, some jockstraps and some were walking around naked. I decided to wear my jockstrap if only to advertise that I was looking to get fucked.

As I strolled around the 4 floors that comprise this particular sauna, I so many things I'd never seen before. Nearly every second door was ajar, with either a guy with his ass up in the air waiting to get fucked by some anonymous prick, or some dude was lying on his bed stroking his cock.

Occasionally I'd pass by a room that had a little cock sucking going on and those involved in the erotic behaviour were more than happy to put on a show.

I passed by guys on leather swings with their legs high in the air getting their asses pounded in the near darkness, a few other guys stroking themselves, watching, waiting their turn.

There were some gloryholes on each floor but the ones in the basement were the most active. When I discovered them they were rattling with the sounds of one guy fucking another through the hole. Hot anonymous fucking.

On the ground floor, some dude wearing a very sexy jockstrap was bent over a wooden horse, blindfolded with his ass up in the air. Some sexy muscle stud was feeding him his cock while another guy pounded his ass and onlookers watched.

A very different experience for me.

As I passed by the sauna and moved to look in through the glass window, some young boys face was pressed up against it from the other side. He was obviously getting fucked and the top was holding him in place against the door. His face slid up and down the door and he moaned in ecstasy as the door shuttered.

For all the sexiness going on, there were some downsides: a couple of active voyeurs who wouldn't get the idea to get their hands off, one particular bottom who tried pushing himself up against any dick he could find wasn't getting the message to lay off.

At one point, one guy with a very nice long and girthy cock become the subject of much fascination and I watched as he stuck his unsheathed cock into one bottom, thrust a couple of times and then move on to the next. With or without a condom, the sheer health risks made me lose my erection and I decided to call it a night.

Don't get me wrong. I think bareback sex is hot, in porn or with someone you love and trust - but between strangers it's just plain irresponsible. I know we assume that the people taking the risks, know the risks involved but it doesn't change anything. It's just too dangerous, and I'm talking about more than HIV.

Other than that, it was a very hot night and I'd certainly want to pass by on a Friday night again!

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Raging Hard-On

Last week I was using Grindr which is an app for iPhones and Blackberries where you can chat with other guys looking to hook-up. What's kewl about it is it's location based so you can see who's close to you and what they're looking for.

It can be freaky, like last week - when I was sitting in the office, horny as hell.

I turned it on and Grindr told me there was a guy with a nice looking profile face pic about 5 meters away. The ad didn't say anything, as most ads don't, but the guys face looked nice so I shot him a HI to which he responded HEY. I won't go on about the small talk, but to sum it up it went something like this:


I'm not normally a top but every once in awhile I like the idea of stuffing my cock into some guys hot ass. I have a nice dick with a big mushroom head that makes bottoms gasp.


The conversation had more detail, we traded stats, etc - but I got him to agree to come over.

I figured he'd chicken out but he must have been horny cuz a few seconds after signing off of Grindr there was a knock on my door and I let him in (of course, locking the office door behind him).

He sure wasn't kidding because when I turned around from locking the door the dude was already on his knees. I was already hard from chatting with the guy and of course, the chance of getting caught getting it on at work.

I crossed over to him and he immediately undid my zipper, reached in and pulled my cock out. I was still fully dressed with just my dick sticking out of my open zipper when this guy I'd never met before started giving me awesome head. I could tell he was fucking horny because he worked my cock over with such dedication and enthusiasm I felt like he was going to choke himself. The way he kept impaling his throat on my shaft made him gag but he'd just shove himself down on it harder. I could feel the head of my dick hit the back of his throat. I was worried that the people in the adjacent offices would hear this dude choking and gagging on my cock so I pulled him off and told him to bend over my desk and drop his pants.

True to his promise of keeping this a quick animalistic, no string attached fucking, this guy - dressed in his delivery uniform, walked over to my desk, unbuckled his belt, dropped his pants and bent over with spreading his crack for me and showing me his hole.

I put on a condom from my desk drawer, which I keep there just in case. Never thought of lube though and I was worried that my lack of lubrication was going to put an end to our fun but I rubbed my cock head up against his hole and used my spit to work the head in, finding my cock moving smoothly until it was all the way into the delivery guys ass. I think it was a combination of sweat and spit that helped lube up his hole. He moaned loudly when I pushed myself all the way in and I bent myself over and covered his mouth with my hand to get him to shut up.

With my hand still over his mouth I started to pump my hips, pulling my dick and out, always slamming it in forcefully. I could tell the guy was liking it. He would push back and meet my every thrust.

When I top, I tend to cum quick and since this was such a fucking hot scenario, I knew I wasn't going to last long. I told him I was cumming and he impaled himself all the way down on my fuck stick and clenched his ass so tight I thought it was going to cut my dick off. It was an incredible orgasm that had me seeing stars.

The guy said thanks and that he didn't need to get off (as a bottom, I know that feeling - I like leaving the room feeling like a dirty slut) and he left.

We chatted a little bit more on Grindr the next day and I told him if he's ever making another delivery to stop by.

I was just thinking about what happened today and had to write. It was such a cool experience. The fact that I hadn't even undressed, just fucked him with my dick sticking out of my dress pants was pretty cool and the fact that I was so nervous to I never realized that I didn't even see they guys cock, though there was a stain of precum painted down the side of my desk that must have occurred while I was fucking him.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Sauna Experience

There's always a little anxiety as you walk up to that door. That door itself is usually unmarked or fairly vague about what's on the other side. You always ask yourself: who's going to see me go inside? More importantly - who's inside?

When I visit a sauna, or bathhouse, I only hook-up about 50% of the time. A lot of the time I just want to be in an ambiance that's dripping with sex. I like walking around, see who's getting their ass banged in the sling room or getting their cock sucked in the hallway.

It's not an easy experience for me - despite how this blog makes me sound, it's a little nerve racking to roam those hallways in just a towel, making eye contact and looking for sex in such an obvious way.

I am always confused by guys who seem to go to the sauna socially, like with friends. You hear them talking and laughing in the hallway. To me, the sounds of a sauna are thumping bass, hushed whispers and the occasional groan of pleasure.

I find it a treat to get a room beside a particularly active participant and listen to them as they get ravaged. The walls shake and I lean my ear close to hear every juicy act occurring only inches away.

To me, whether you're getting it on or not, it's a downright sexy experience!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Not a Sexy Post - But a Question

Don't get me wrong - I find the idea of barebacking hot and of course a bare cock in your ass feels much better and more natural than one that's sheathed.

But that's regardless.

Why does the popularity of barebacking, particularly bloggers who brag about, seem to be on the rise?

I only have one life and I would never compromise my ability to get the most out if it for the difference between the pleasure one received having unprotected vs protected sex.

And I don't mean to sound hypocritical since obviously I'm all for swallowing, but I see a difference - and that is the risk factor which for one act is negligible and for the other is devastating.

I also don't mean offense to anyone and I would never dream of telling you how to live your life, but I do want to encourage you to be able to live your life for many years to cum.

Friday, June 18, 2010


Speaking of things that come out of a dick...

Speaking of things I like shooting down my throat...

I know not everyone's into it, but I find piss hot.

Not necessarily getting pissed on, but let's say you're in the middle of a blowjob, you're down on your knees feverishly polishing of a guys knob when all of a sudden he puts his hands on the back of your head, holding you in place with his cock in your mouth and all of a sudden he's just unleashing his piss down your throat and you swallow every last drop.

Of course, relieved of having to piss, the blowjob resumes...

Dunno. I find it hot, you?

Tuesday, June 8, 2010


What is it about CUM?

I mean it's just a liquid. A hot sticky liquid that spurts out of a guys penis when he reaches an orgasm.

But why do you think about it so much?

Why do you work for it and swallow every drop when it starts shooting out of that pulsing shaft?

Why do you just want it inside you?

What is it about CUM?

Sunday, June 6, 2010

When there isn't a good place/time to fuck....


So you're sitting at home with a raging hard-on pushing up uncomfortably in your jeans. Your boyfriends busy doing his homework on the computer or some other bullshit and you're just thinking about how good it would be to have a cock in your mouth, a big veiny hard cock aching to shoot it's load being caressed by your tongue.

So your boyfriend isn't paying attention. You get on craigslist or and you post an ad saying you're looking for someone whose horny and looking for a BJ. You advertise yourself as an expert cocksucker and promise to swallow every drop of juice that comes out of that dick. You get a response from a guy with a dick pic that makes your mouth water.

But how do you get away from your boyfriend without him getting suspicious? You can't be gone for long, so you e-mail the guy with the huge mouth-watering cock and you say, "Dude, I can't leave the house for long. Park down the block from my apartment. I'll blow you in your car." The guy with the veiny cock, the cock you can just imagine what the pre-cum of tastes like, says he's game and on his way over.

So what do you do? You tell your boyfriend you're going for a walk to get some fresh air. He's busy with homework so he's good with that and doesn't even notice your own pre-cum that's caused a wet spot on your jeans. Whatever.

Our the door you go and walk down the street. There's a car parked there, the car parked as advertised. You walk over, open the door, and sit in the passenger seat. You don't waste a moment, after all - you can't be gone long, so you get to work...

You practically choke on the huge load this guys been building up over the past few days but you're a good cum swallower and you get it all. He zips up and you thank him for his deposit, getting out of the car, you wipe the side of your mouth where a drop of his jizz shot in the heat of the moment. You lick your finger clean and make your way back to your apartment.

Saturday, June 5, 2010


Was feeling particularly horny yesterday so took a trip down to the local bathhouse.

I've never been on a Friday night before and the place was packed.

Unfortunately, it quieted down as I got hornier and by the time I was ready to shoot my load there was no one attractive around for me to feed it to!

It was not an unproductive evening though. I met two guys at separate times upstairs where there's a bunch of glory holes set up at two levels (so the cock sucker can stand and suck cuz that dick is at just the right level).

And although I can say that i've only really experienced average cocks in my life, the two guys I met both had standout dicks, one wasn't very long, but it was super thick, and the other was...well, perfect. You know the type. Just the right width and long enough to be a challenge to deep throat.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Why Men Do It

I know what I think, but what do you think:

What draws a guy to cheat?

Is it wrong or natural?

Friday, May 7, 2010

The Bottom Cumshot

I consider the load that comes out of my cock 
the grand prize and any cocksucker lucky enough
 to receive it is going to get a mouthful.

Why? Because I'm a cocksucker so when I finally
 get off it's been after everyone else, it's been
 edging to the point of insanity.

I know a lot of us cocksuckers and bottom boys are 
all about servicing our phallic gods and will often
 service many prior to pleasing ourselves. 
By the time we're done, our rods are bursting to 
explode with jizz readying itself for release for 
hours or possibly days.

That bottoms cumshot, if you're lucky enough to get your 
lips around it, after it's been throbbing for hours and 
his prostate has been massaged and rammed by fucking, is
 bound to be huge ... delicious!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Gym Fuckers

I went to a friends gym recently and when I walked into the 
mens changing room the parade of flopping cocks passing by 
my eyes was enough to stop my heart. 

I'd never really been to the gym before but after just those
few seconds I was looking for the signup sheet!

Guys of all shapes and sizes in various degrees of undress
were letting it all hangout and I was finding it hard not to sneak peeks at 
what they had dangling between their legs.

Now, nothing happened, but I've read enough 
stories to know that stuff does.

Public sex is a major turn-on for me. 
Guys fucking in bathroom stalls, 

getting blowjobs in the bushes or a quick handjob at the back of the movie theatre are 
just a few of the hot scenarios that get my juices flowing...

Friday, April 30, 2010


So here I am. 

Horny again. 

Boyfriend's asleep in bed and here I am with a raging hard-on 
making a tent in my jogging pants.

I'm horny, but not for him, though I think he's beautiful, the love of my life. 
Something in me just comes alive and I'm craving cock, but not his cock. 
Not right now.

It has nothing to do with love... 
It doesn't involve my heart or my brain either.

It's just primal and impossible to ignore. 

It takes over my thoughts and every image that flashes through my mind is filthy.

I can look out my window and see thousands of appartments and condos in this city. 
I wonder how many people are fucking during this very moment, how many cocksuckers 
are on their knees that I can see, but can't see.

I can see a few people still out walking their dogs. 
When I'm just myself, I would pass them by and probably not give them a second thought.
But when I'm horny like this, I have to check and see if there's a bulge in their jeans
and wonder what their dick looks like, what type of face they make, sound they make when they cum.

My thoughts.

Oh, how glorious it is to be a man.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Any hot blogs?

Any hot blogs out there that aren't bareback? Where guys write about their sex lives, but with a condom?

Don't get me wrong. I love reading the bareback blogs but that seems to be all I can find.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

It's Official: Tops Vs Bottoms!

Whenever I've posted an ad on craigslist or, I usually get a few responses, but not a lot. Certainly not as many responses as I'd expect considering the orgasmic delights I describe in my ad.

That's because I'm a bottom guy. I'm looking for big dicks to fuck me and hot spermy loads to swallow hungrily.

I guess I'm in the majority.


Because, just for fun I decided to post the opposite ad. I described myself as a top and offered to fuck some hot ass with my big dick and feed a hungry bottom slut my load.

I'm not joking when I say I got over 30 responses compared to the 8 I got for my bottoming ad. I know, it was morally and ethically wrong to post and ad I didn't intend on following up with (ha! morally and ethically on a blog like this?!) but I had a sneaking suspicion the results would turn out this way.

It doesn't necessarily mean that the bottom vs top counts are as largely swayed as the results of my posts, but it perhaps means that bottoms use in the internet to look for what they want more than tops.

What do you think?

Tuesday, February 16, 2010


This blog is intended to be my filthy dirty mind - on the web. I'm in a relationship, but horny as fuck. I'd like to hear from other guys - I know you're out there - scouring the internet for porn, watching videos of cocks plunging into asses and cum shooting out of hard cocks. I know you're imagining your cock getting worked over by someone other than your boyfriends...

Thursday, January 28, 2010


Why can't this be me? Lucky cocksucker, gets it all.
Face-fucked, piss-swallowing. SO hot.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

You Only Live Once

All I can remember was being extremely nervous, doubting myself, wondering if I should back out.

I had booked a hotel room and put an ad on craigslist. I described myself as extremely horny and looking for a hard cock to have it's way with with me. I said I was looking for someone agressive, that I was shy but dripping pre-cum with my desire to encounter some large, hard man meat.

I had a few random responses from guys who weren't serious or who I wasn't interested in. Then I started sending a few e-mails back and forth with this guy, he said his name was Brad. He was 38, stocky but not out of shape and the proud owner of a thick 8 inches. The last part piqued my interest immediately. My boyfriends cock is nice, but not big and part of the whole reason I'm looking for anything on the side is to satisfy my fantasies about big dick encounters. The other part, Brad also fit the build. He described himself as an agressive top who could have his dick sucked and fuck ass for hours. The way he'd talk in his e-mails, I was turned on...

But nervous. The important thing for me is to keep it anonymous. This side of me is only for me to know about, to indulge in and explore. I told him he was nervous. He made a suggestion. That we could wear ski masks. If, after all, I was looking for was a hard cock, and all he was looking for was a tight ass, who the fuck cared what we looked like. Plus, he said he was married and also wanted to keep it discrete.

So I went out and bought one. Tried it on. There was something kinky and comfortable about having it on.

So we arranged to meet at a hotel. I booked it, got myself cleaned out and waited. And waited. My cock was throbbing in my underwear, already leaking, and my stomach was churning wondering if I could really go through with this. Was doing this act a terrible thing to my boyfriend? Was I a terrible person? No. I was only human. A man, with a dick. Dicks get hard when something makes theym horny and our natural instinct should be pursued. You only live once and you need to live out those fantasies. By keeping this purely sexual and as safe as possible, as a man, I feel that it is not at all like the relationship I share with my boyfriend. When I get horny, it's about the rabbit looking to hump, nothing more. Then there was a knock on my door.All I can remember was being extremely nervous, doubting myself, wondering if I should back out.

But I didn't.

Wearing my mask, jeans and a t-shirt, I turned the handle and walked away - as we had planned. This way he could walk into the doorway and put on his mask. I walked over to the bed and sat down. A few seconds later, he stepped in. He was a bigger guy than I imagined, but I mean that in a lumberjack type of way. He was a real man. We had already agreed not to talk and he stepped over to the foot of the bed, his crotch at my mouth level, inches from my face. He immediately put his hands on the back of my head and shoved my face into his jeans. I could feel his semi-hard cock through the layers of fabric, I could smell it.

Suddenly I wasn't nervous anymore. I wanted that cock. I wanted that cum.

I licked on the contours of his cock and balls through his denim and somehow we managed to work our way down to our underwear. Mine had a huge stain from the pre-cum I'd been leaking but I couldn't take my eyes off of the outline of this guys dick through his underwear. That thing was fucking huge...and thick.

But, he wasn't going to let me at it just yet. He pushed me back so I was lying on the bed and he leaned over and started caressing my nipples, first with his fingers then with his tongue, lightly biting them and then a little more forcefully. I was seeing stars.

Finally I was pushed to my knees and I ran my hands over the fabric of Brad's boxers, squeezing his huge sausage, still hidden from view, licking my lips in anticipation.

He didn't make me wait much longer. He lowered the waistband of his boxers and out popped his massive boner. Veiny and red, the thing was beautiful and I immediately devoured it. I could barely fit it in my mouth, but it wasn't like I had a choice in the matter. He had certainly described himself acurately as an agressive top. His hands were on the back of my head and his hips were thrusting that huge fucker as far in my mouth as it could go, and then further. I was gagging and deepthroating that sucker. Everytime he'd shove it into me, my own dick spasmed and oozed some pre-cum. As I sucked on it I could feel my ass twitching , begging to get that hot piece of meat inside of me.

As if sensing my urges, Brad leaned over and started fingering my asshole, spitting on his finger then loosening up my tight hole. Truth be told, I didn't even know if his dick was going to fit in there - but I was sure going to try.

He spun me around and put me on all fours on the edge of the bed. I really thought he was going to rim me, but instead I felt him rub the warm smooth flesh of his cock along the length of my butthole, slapping it against my cheeks. Man, I wanted him to fuck me.

Then his tongue was there, licking around and then plunging forcefully up my ass. I almost passed out, it felt that good. What I didn't know was that it was all a distraction. While Brad was rimming me, he was also slipping on a rubber and lubbing himself up. The rimming was short-lived and I felt the head of Brad's big dick press up against my puckered hole. My muscles tensed, as if sensing the ravaging my ass was going to fall victim to. He pushed in and I moaned in both pleasure in pain. But being a good top, he stopped for a second and let me adjust to the sensation of having my hole stretched. Then, slowly he slid it in. I could feel every inch as it made it's way in, and somehow it did make it's way all the way in. And he kept in there all the way, for about a minute, before the agressive top I'd been promised emmerged. He immediately started ramming his fuck tool into me with such ferocity I wondered if the bed was going to break, or my ass, or both. He pushed me down to the bed and thrust into me like a jackhammer, pulling all the way out and then back in. We had to change position because at this point, any pressure on my dick was going to make me blow my load, so we changed positions...several times. We were both a mess of sweat and grunts and I was in such a state that I could barely form thoughts.

The one thought that did keep popping into my head was the one of that big cock blowing it's load and I didn't want the flowing river of man jizz to be wasted in a condom. I had told him online that I wanted him to cum in my mouth but at the rate he was going, I couldn't imagine he was going to last much longer.

And just as I thought it, he pulled out, ripped off the condom and pushed me onto my knees. I knew what was going to happend so I immediately wrapped my lips around that big hose and felt it spasm as he filled me up with his hot, wet load. He grunted as he shot jet after jet down my throat and held on to the back of my head. As if I was going anywhere.

My boyfriend usually wants me off his dick right away when he cums but Brad kept his hands on the back of my head so I continued suck and run my tongue over the shaft in my mouth. I looked up into his eyes, wondering if he wanted me to keep going when a big dirty smile found it's way onto his face. Suddenly, my mouth was filled with hot piss and with his hands on the back of my head I had no choice but to swallow. He must have unleashed a liter of liquid down my throat and I was so turned on I came while swallowing Brad's piss.

Then he got dressed and left and I collapsed in a heap on the hotel room floor. Covered in sweat and my own sperm. I have to admit I felt happy and spent.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

A Long Time Cumming.

I've been particularly horny this year and have already started my goal of getting a large number of cocks to pop a load.

Busy now, but will write soon...

Saturday, January 2, 2010